so very tired. ava was up from 2-5 am last night, and then carter got up at 5:30. it has been a hard day. i walked in circles around the house desperately trying to arrive at bedtime.

what total exhastion will do to you--i let my 13 month old watercolor unrestrained. he did pretty well, getting at least some of it on the paper. most of it went on him. ava was a very good mentor.

we decided to also enroll ava in the waldorf preschool. she knows all of the kids, and i think it will be a good experience for her. essentially i had felt that on its own it would not have met all of her needs, but it will be a fabulous compliment to her more mainstream experience. besides, this keeps all future options open, which is nice.