i forgot: i had a dream last night that i put all of the nuks in the oven to dry, forgot about them, and melted them all into a big plastic/rubber/latex mess.

this is very pathetic. why i would even put them there is beyond me.

also, ava insists elmo is a girl -- "he is a girl" -- i know i should encourage her imagination, and this is obviously a good thing that she does not discriminate against the transgendered of the world, but i cannot get my head around it. elmo is a boy, and i am having a very hard time letting it go. he is also her "best in the world"